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It's so subtle. Yet hurts so much. Trying to take the smallest bite ends up packing the greatest punch... You start with good intentions, "to be healthy..." But you forgot how to cope...Things begin to get filthy. 1200 Caloric minimum churns into 600 Then less. It's all a big test of strength. People start saying that word "recovery" and you panic. Frantic! Trying to fix what fell. At what point, did all this go to Hell?! Then a while goes by and you think you're fine. Actions fixed, but the mind... The mind is still sick.

8am semester class It’s a challenge, but I’m determined to pass! Caire cares a whole lot Which I find inspiring, because I learned a lot. The grade doesn't show it, but I promise it’s true I've learned that our body comes together like glue. Just like our big community Our bodies remind me Cells are just ourselves, working long and hard for the community to thrive. Though, just like criminals, bad bacteria and viruses try Try their hardest to break us down and die. Malaria, cancer, melanoma and the flu It makes me feel bad, those cells are just confused. Similar to criminals, they sometimes lose their way Some make a livin

Pretty little girl with the broken wings You feel like crying but you're trying to gleam Your past was Hell No one can really tell That it's hard to smile, Hard to breathe You feel like trying but it's hard to gleam. Crying every night when the sun don't shine You're telling yourself... Baby, just give this some time. Then maybe everything will turn out, Alright. Pretty little girl with the broken wings Trying so hard, trying to gleam They see that Halo, but not your wings. They see that smile, but not that pain. Then one day God finally saw That his pretty little Angel had a pair of broken wings. Looking into her eyes, see

Have you looked around at the world that lies before you? No. I mean, REALLY looked? Have you counted the stars? Maybe even your own emotional scars? Ever thought of ending it all? To not even give yourself a chance at walking, But, to end your life to a free fall? Yes? Well, let me tell you. Give you a little tough love. Find a damn rail and hold on. Don't jump. That rail is there for a reason. To keep you right there, in line. It tells you, "Yes, everything will be just fine." There are rails all around you. Just have to open your eyes and see... "Wait! Don't jump! Please, believe me!" I've held on to quite a few in my ti

As I look at this badge All I can see Is that all of these emotions, anger...pain was, as I've said before, Meant to be. Then, I dream openly, Of seeing a little boy playing with toys Even though, I'm sitting in the car, waiting for a call Counting the stars. His name was Billy. Oh, how silly was he! He would laugh and laugh as I gave him more toys. I'm in full uniform My badge says "poise". His family is broken Money is tight But, he colors in the lines, With colors, oh-so bright. His smile, you cannot miss He's so young, he still talks with a natural lisp. I love to hand out free toys and fun snacks to the children. They

An angel that has no wings Cannot fly. So, why take everything from me Then tell me to try. It's like talking to a wall Or continuing a conversation on a dropped call. It makes no damn sense. So, please, go away Let the child in me continue to play with her own toys. Because, I don't want to share. Look into your own heart Feel your own beat Maybe then you can claim defeat. Until then, let me glide with my wings Leave me to try. Because, right now, All I can do is cry. I'm moving so fast Yet seem to be going so slow. You try to control me Like I'm some character in a show. But, ironically, you have no clue. You don't eve

"This is meant to last." "Everything happens for a reason." I only say this To keep me from losing to this treason. One can only handle so much beating. She's only a delicate flower Afraid of losing her power and turning sour. I already see it happening. This emotional suffering is sucking light from her ocean eyes. She's given too much to this emotional toll. But. Somehow. There's a spark. Her heart skips at the chance of self redemption To give back what she lost to others So that they don't end like her. She's a miracle, somehow. Somehow she didn't snap. End up in a hole. Coals, under enough pressure, Turn to shining di